Sunday, May 29, 2005
i'm sad. not becuz of her. hm. budden partially lar. hm. i thought abt it. my family is more impt. tml, mum's goin for op. i dun even noe for wat purpose. kaoz. i realli neglected her. my mum. she is getting thiner n thiner. i didn;t even bother to ask. everi dae i come back in the night. just ask her go sleep. i think i long time nv call her 'mum' when i get home. all i do is, go to my room, bathe, sleep. or not, think abt tat girl.. selfish me. these two nights wasn;t gd at all.. i'm so pressurized. so stress. budden. i cannot do anithing abt it. all i can do now is let go of tat so called friendship n carry on wif my life. i wanna care abt my family. my parents were right. i changed. alot. my temper, my attitude.. i wasn't litdat. hm. hope my mum will be alrite. god bless u.. nitez..
preet, all i can sae to u is, thx for giving mi a chance to meet u. i may cursed u or swear at u. budden i nv hated u. budden, i tot. since u alr wanted to move on. i will do tat too. we r no longer friends to u. budden, if u need some simple concern or care, i'm willing, as a friend in the future. or not, wo men jiang shi zhui shu xi de mo sheng ren. gd bye.
i'm special too =)
say all u wan, becuz i wun turn ard n sae ' i miss u' animore. thx for everithing u did. i grew up.
11:37 PM.x
